Hearing your voice seems like the most comforting thing I can ever listen to. It feels like a soft lullaby embracing my fragile soul. Your touch gives me the assurance that you'll always be there for me. Your presence gives me security, ain't no way anyone gonna pull me down. Yess.

But that was all used-to-be(s).

Now? I can hardly bear the sound of your voice. If I hear it, I just feel like shutting it up. Disconnected all the wires between you and I. It sounds more like irritating sound waves piercing through my ears, painful. I no longer anticipate your calls because there was no more, I'm tired of all your promises which you kept breaking every single day.

Your presence? It feels like we're strangers all over again. I hate it and at the same time, I guess it's all for the better. I can live without you, don't worry. Stop singing to my misery cos I'll be rapping to yours one day. You just don't see it do you?

I'm not gonna be another casualty to this stupid misery. It's not worth it.

I pity you, though. Hopefully, one day, God'll give you a better view of thingss. I know stuffs that you don't even want to acknowledge.

If being YOUR friend is hard, then I guess NOT BEING your friend would be much much easier.

We'll see how things are in time to come.

I regretted all the things that we'd shared. YOU obviously don't deserve it. YOU don't deserve me.

Goodbye.